I've made my symbol myself. I went to the forest and cut a <1cm thick piece of a branch which had a diameter of 3-4cm. Then I made a sunwheel out of it, with one horizontal and vertical axis. I needed several attempts because it broke many times. It took long till it was finished because at least I had no other choice than using a very smal rasp to enlarge the 4 holes. It is "nothing special" but a circle represents the essence of life for me and it was important for me to do it myself. I wanted to create a "Slavonic Swastika with 4 axis", if you know what I mean, but this would have been impossible with my poor skills and an alternative one, a Swastika with 2 axis within a circle, is forbidden in Germany as well as classic Swastikas.